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(no subject) [Jul. 12th, 2006|05:12 am]
du3zac
[Current Location |Home NOW! HAHA!]
[mood |draineddrained]
[music |Birds outside my window *BANG BANG*]

I just did something totally crazy, and quite frankly, I shouldn't be on here at this moment. I ... fucking WALKED home from Nadine's house, I was on her couch and i was sticky and hot and I told myself "I can just walk home and be in the comfort of my own surrounding by the time I actually end up falling asleep here!" So I did it, it really wasn't that bad, FAR for sure, but I mean I'm alive and alright, I have to wake up at 11, which is fairly soon and I have much sleep to catch up on. I'll get to that right away. Kyle went to bed without saying goodnight, it made me super sad, but fuck I miss him so much nothing he can do can ... actually "make" me mad, you know what I mean? Anyway, I get to see him in ... YAY 2 days! G2 test tommorow morning! I'll ask to leave work early so I can home home, catch up on sleep and talk to my baby. URGH ... Anyway Goodnight! Love you Mr Blog! Don't let me forget, not like I EVER could, I love you Mr. Syvanen!
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(no subject) [Jul. 12th, 2006|03:30 am]
du3zac
[Current Location |@ Nadine's.]
[mood |hothot]
[music |Her step-dad's snoring,]

Just took this test thing, turns out I'm 100% scorpio ... didn't really wanna post that disgusting clipart though. Wasn't something I'm NOT aware of ... "Do people tell you that "You're hard to figure out"?" Urm ... YAH! Kyle told me that like .... YESTERDAY ... DUH!

(Actually... it's just not posted because the HTML wasn't functional.)
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(no subject) [Jul. 10th, 2006|08:59 pm]
du3zac
[Current Location |Urm ... New Zealand?]
[mood |melancholymelancholy]
[music |Global Deejays - The Sound of San Fransisco.]

  Let me take a minute to confess my love for power outages. Halfway through my shift today the electricity went out so, we disposed of whatever food we had (in our stomachs, of course!) and locked the doors and got cleaning. After whatever customers we had served left, Becky and I, the floor manager counted tills and just chilled out in the lobby while we made everyone clean. GOTTA love the autority! It had been an hour and some mintues and our ears were finally adjusted to the silence. Suddenly, the fucking power came back on and the store was SO loud and we found ourselves SCREAMING to try to understand eachother. Afterwards was just lame, I came back home and took an orgasmic shower that was well deserved to the extreme!

  Last night I was reading my journals from my 11th grade Pre-University English class, and realised that my english wasn't all that bad. It was almost better than how I write now!  I was in AWE because of the he words I came out with! After the first 10 journals were written, I saw that i received an A- and I told myself : "What the fuck?". The teachers only concern about my writing was that I didn't use paragraphs to divide my ideas, and like I said, I started this journal to try and better myself. SO from now on I'll try to change paragraphs when I'm done talking about something. Anyway, I'm just ... done writing for now I might write again later. What am I saying? Of COURSE I'll write again later. Sheesh!

Don't let me forget to mention, I miss Kyle but see him in 4 days and I'm scared of failing my G2 which is in 3 days. Eeek.
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(no subject) [Jul. 9th, 2006|08:31 pm]
du3zac
[Current Location |Room.]
[mood |aggravatedaggravated]
[music |Bloc Party - Compliments.]

Didn't sleep at all last night, went to work got and in scrap with both managers on the floor, Topo and Ashlei, it sucked. It just wasn't a good day to talk to me with attitude. I flipped, but made perfect sense and I was appologised to shortly after I freaked. Topo comes off as this big bitch, but she's so soft and vulnerable, if she's iven the same attitude she gives, she like what's the word, she shrivels up and isn't able to like respond properly, anywho hard to explain especially considering I got like 10 hours sleep in 3 days. YAY pour moi.

Fuck everyone, fuck everything... for today. 
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So TIRED! [Jul. 8th, 2006|01:14 am]
du3zac
[Current Location |Hayton, Albertania.]
[mood |tiredtired]
[music |Kasabian - Pinch Roller (interlude)]

  Wow, I just got back from working from 2 P.M to 12:45 A.M, I can honestly say that I am, incredibly tired. I've not spoken with Kyle in 2 whole days, that's torture considering we talk every day. Anyway, I stayed up until 6 A.M This morning, I went in my bed at 4, but decided to listen to my iPod to fall asleep (BAD idea!) I fucking got up and DANCED in my room until 6 in the morning, my dad woke up to go to work and I talked with him for a bit and he reminded me that I received my report card... I was, excited! I open it up and I was like: "HOLY FUCK! YAY!" And there was a big stamp on it stating the following : "Ecole secondaire Franco-Cité, Elite scolaire" I looked at my grades and to my suprise I got, 84% in French, 85% in Math, 80% in Biology and 85% in Technology. Giving me a final average of 84%, which is totally amazing, because in retrospect... last semester I only had an average of ... 66.3%! Sorry I just wanna tell the WORLD cause I did such a big depression after the first semester, I thought I was a mentally challenged... dog. I guess having a boyfriend really grounded me and worked as a good platform to concentrate on my studies... Kyle was the awnser to my prayers! Haha! But it is weird 'cause I mean the semester changed in Febuary and Kyle and I started dating at the beginning of Febuary, ANYWAY. I did good! I also got 80% on my Math exam! Then like 90% on my Technology exam and my other 2 exams were in mid-seventies. Anyway, I should get ready to crash... (in bed). LMAO! DUH! But yeah all around an alright day, leaving out the fact that I didn't talk to Kyle ...

K I just called him,  he was all groggy and ... it was the cutest thing ever. I just HAD to hear his voice although he was whispering. He told me to go read his e-mail, so I did! He fucking got the WHOLE weekend off, and I just gave my Sunday shift away also... but HE doesn't know that! ; ) I can't wait to let him know that we get to spend ALL of next weekend together!! Awww yay! I'm excited! Anyway  he ended his e-mail with a simple " P.S. I love you Nick. " I don't know why, but when he includes my name, I just MELT ... "I love you" is just so general and when it's said I don't find it all that ... sencere. But when it's "I love you, Nick" it just ... ah MY HEART! Hokay! So now! I'm going to bed! I'll talk to you later Mr. Blog "I love you Buh Bye!"
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(no subject) [Jul. 7th, 2006|01:51 am]
du3zac
[Current Location |Room, again.]
[mood |coldcold]
[music |DJ Antoine - Arabian Adventures 2 (Original)]

Ouuu yesterday it was my birthday in 4 months! Très excitant! Ouuu lala! 
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I live in a McDonald's. [Jul. 7th, 2006|01:30 am]
du3zac
[Current Location |My room.]
[mood |coldcold]
[music |Céline Dion - Water from the Moon.]

ARGHHHHH! I don't fall asleep until early morning, sleep all day only to wake up to go to McDonald's to fucking BUST my ass to prove that I'm manager material. I live there, 90% of the time that I am awake, I am either masturbating or working! (LMAO!) It's insane, I have absolutely NO summer time, but I guess it's okay cause ... living at McDonald's also means that my paycheque is going to be monstrous! I need it, if I pas my G2 insurance will be extremely expensive and I'll need gas money and blah blah. I've worked everyday since the 2nd, which is 5 days and already I have 30 hours. To some people this is normal, but I am definitely not used to this amount of hours in such a short periode of time. I've been thinking about my G2 test alot because I completed my 10 hours today and received my certificate (Well, technically it was yesterday, but I didn't sleep yet, so...). I passed, but only because Paul knew that what I did that would've made me fail in a real test, was something I normally know how to do. While turning left in the intersection on a green light, I failed to stay on my side, and there was a pedestrian so I had to wait for him to pass, blocking traffic on both sides of the parallel lane. Other than that just not checking my blind spots was a problem OH! ... And I wasn't able to complete my parallel park without hitting the curb. GREAT! I'll do FINE on my G2! YAY! LMAO! ... Fuck ... Hopefully I'm not as nervous, what am I talking about, I'll be just as nervous if not MORE!  Anyway, like Paul my instructor said, "You know what to do, just don't go do something stupid!" So I'll try to work on controlling my ... stupidities. Anyway my test is next Thursday and you'll prolly hear me mention it in my next few entires... I'm like nervous just thinking about it now! On the other hand, if I do succeed in obtaining my licence, this is the car I will be driving. It's SO granny but HEY! it gives me the amazing privilege of mobility! WOOT! Wish me luck guy's! I hope I get it!          If anyone needs a ride don't be shy!!! Haha! ; )

                             
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URGH! [Jul. 6th, 2006|01:58 am]
du3zac
[Current Location |Lala Land]
[mood |pissed offpissed off]
[music |None ...]

I want a fucking comment... JESUS.
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Boobs? [Jul. 5th, 2006|11:43 pm]
du3zac
[Current Location |Dublin, Ireland]
[mood |dirtydirty]
[music |Annie Villeneuve - Quand tout ça sera fini.]

I have absolutely nothing to say, my day was... gross. I'm quite bored at the moment. I'm totally multi-tasking, I'm watching my "America's Next Top Model" Cycle one DVD, listening to music, currently playing is the song "Galang - M.I.A" and I'm talking to Kyle in which we are talking about how I must take back that I said "I'd do a carnie".  He just doesn't think that beautiful people join the circus therefor, he does not want to run off to the circus with me ... ASS! I suggested I be the bearded lady and he can be an acrobat. That didn't fly right with him. LMAO! I guess I should take the time so just mention how much I absolutely LOVE LJ ... it's amazing. RC just joined but I didn't get her username... meaning I couldn't add her to my friends. Anywhoodinies, (yes I invented that last night, hopefully RC doesn't see this, it was one of weekly pet peeves once!) LMAO! ... Urgh crazy bitch. I love her so much! And I miss Ren! When she gets back the gang is REUNITING! WHOOPIE G!  Anywho I shall end in a way I read in one of Kyle's entries "Love you, Bye!" HAHA
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(no subject) [Jul. 4th, 2006|09:49 pm]
du3zac
[Current Location |Ma chambre.]
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |A Lack Of Color - Death Cab for Cutie]

I knew I was fucking forgetting something!  It's been 5 months me and Kyle have been together! I find it so amazing, cause every week feels like the first week, were so amazing for eachother, okay I'm gonna stop with all this lovey dovey shit, but yeah ... That's all I had to say! Haha! Here's a picture of Randomness I asked RC to give me, I needed a dose of random. A simulated run-over by RC's creative young dad. It's awesome. Interesting to see that parents also have had their "creative" phases.

   
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